So i feel as though our generation is one of apathy. Myself included. I find my self in a constant struggle, desiring something; change, betterment. Wanting something so badly yet not even really sure what. And thats just it. Unsatisfaction. We all demand immediate satisfaction yet we are not really even sure in what form that satisfaction will come. We accept the unacceptable not because we have to but because we just dont fucking care enough to deny it. Passion is so pase'. We are distracted by a phone with marginally higher resolution than its predesceser, by a pretty face, by titties on the tv that we are too busy staring at shiny colours to ask why the colours exist.
I want to want more, but im not sure if i can, it is so easy to slot into a comfortable position on the ride and fall asleep until its over. Does life not deserve more respect than that??
I want to be angry, I want to throw my hands into the air and scream for answers to the questions weve all forgotten to ask. I want MORE but i just don't know where to find it or what that more really is.
I suppose thats it though right? The 'more' that I want, is the mere desire to WANT at all.
Its so fucking easy to be lazy, but thats not what life is about. Life is hard, it should beat the shit out of us. At the end of the day we should be tired and sore but aching for another turn. I want to die full but still hungry for life.
